Decided not to get pregnant anymore in the future because of my job
I work in a factory environment. Not the main reason I won't be getting pregnant anymore. I thank God I was blessed with my healthy baby regardless my boss made me work a little extra hard especially towards the end of my pregnancy prior to taking to maternity leave. I worked up to 37 weeks because there was no way I was going to risk going into labor at a filthy work environment and the hospital being over 30 min away. My boss expects too much from me, I'm one of their best workers and production kinda went down after I went on maternity leave. Now my supervisor's gf is pregnant who works there too and she is being treated like a queen. She's only 3 months pregnant so far and is always sitting doing her job, unlike me who was always standing, I sat when needed but you need to keep blood flow going so sitting for 8 hours was not my cup of tea. I know every woman is different in her pregnancy but this girl has emotional problems which could effect her baby. Every week she's always crying and left work early without notice, but no don't fire her she's the boss' woman.
I just feel sad my SO and I can't ever try for a baby girl and I'll have to get my tubes tied because he has crappy medical insurance and mine is good so I have to go through the procedure. He doesn't like condoms can't 'feel me' and I don't feel comfortable on bcp cause I'd still feel unprotected and you get pregnant anyway or mirenia, basically absolutely nothing inserted in my vagina that I'd have to go back to the doctor to have it removed and have weight gain or loss or any other bad side effect. Sucks to be me i know. Bash away mamas.