The other night I got my period, and I was starting to think I was pregnant again. My LO is almost a year, I know the timing isn't right because of money and we don't really have the room in house for another LO right now, I was getting kind of excited thinking I was pregnant. Since I had my LO, I had miscarried and DH doesn't know about. Before I was pregnant with LO, I had miscarried 3 mother times. DH keeps telling "I'm sorry" because we are not pregnant and that we have to wait to have more. I told him to stop telling me "sorry" because it just hurts and kind of was starting to piss me off some.
I want ttc, but he wants to wait another 3-5 years before we ttc again. I didn't tell him about the miscarry because he didn't even I was pregnant, hell I didn't even know I was pregnant until I was miscarrying. I have heavy and irregular cycles so I just thought I was nothing unusual, but there was some weird looking clots with the bleeding so I went to the Dr's and the told me I had miscarried. Which was nothing unheard of with me, because for some reason, I miscarry really easily. We haven't figured out why yet, it has happened to many women in my family too.
Being a SAHM for the past 5 yrs has made me