Why do I always want what I can't have?

[Anonymous]

So I've been sort of seeing a friend of mine for the past two months. We constantly tell each other how much we like eachother and act like bf and gf often. I'm enjoying it but also feel awful because he has a gf. They don't talk much and plans to be single by the summer but I will feel bad. I want him to be with me, but I understand it's messed up. Then I broke up with my bf of 4 years in October. He keeps texting me how much he misses me and loves me by I'm not in the least bit attracted to hm. And I wonder if I would like my friend so much if he was actually available. I don't know what my problem is.

[MrsDavidB25]

 Why can't your friend break up with his gf till the end of summer?

[Lyssa0587]

plans to be single by the summer? Yeah...that is a BS...AND don't think that he wouldn't do the same nonsense to you. WALK AWAY! 

[Anonymous - Original Poster]

I know, I think the same thing. But for some stupid reason I go back. He won't leave until then bc they live together and their lease is up then. I know it sounds bad, I'm not proud of my feelings right now.