My SO and I just broke up. ** it hit me that I will be homeless**

[Anonymous]

Tonight my SO of 7 years and I broke up.





I do not really know what I am going to do. We have two boys, ages 4 & 2. I am a graduate student, and do not work. I have financial aid to live off ... But last month I deposited it in the account. I do not have access to it. My two credit cards are maxed (only $500 limits). He supports us, but now I will be on my own. It has not really sunk in yet.





I am sitting here in a daze. I am lost. I am just starring at my two boys, and how this weekend there life is going to change.





Did I mention Sunday is my birthday!?





This is going to be the worst birthday ever.



Edit.

I have no one or nothing. I have no family. No friends. I will need to leave this place Sunday (my birthday) and as of now I have no idea where I will be going. He is leaving town tomorrow, and I have to be gone when he gets back. With me being homeless, I know he will get the boys.

[dawnnamarie]

Keep your chin up momma! It'll get better for you

[dallascowboys82]

Why did you break up?

[jackieb2811]

Why did you break up? Are you sad about it or did you see it coming?

[Anonymous - Original Poster]

I think the things he does outside our relationship is highly inappropriate. He doesn't care. I think he has lost all feelings for me.

Quoting dallascowboys82:

Why did you break up?

[Anonymous - Original Poster]

Right now I am numb. Crying .... Lots on crying 'these tears won't stop.

Quoting jackieb2811:

Why did you break up? Are you sad about it or did you see it coming?

[diegosmom828]

It will be hard at first but things will fall into place. Even though you broke up he still has to support his children.

[An0nym0use]

What kind of "things"?

Quoting Anonymous:

I think the things he does outside our relationship is highly inappropriate. He doesn't care. I think he has lost all feelings for me.

Quoting dallascowboys82:

Why did you break up?

[Anonymous - Original Poster]

He calls it guy stuff. I call it too many women... It's a lot of things mixed into that same topic.

Quoting An0nym0use:

What kind of "things"?

Quoting Anonymous:

I think the things he does outside our relationship is highly inappropriate. He doesn't care. I think he has lost all feelings for me.

Quoting dallascowboys82:

Why did you break up?

[Anonymous - Original Poster]

I think he will try to take them from me. He will win full custody :(.

I am going to loose my boys.

Quoting diegosmom828:

It will be hard at first but things will fall into place. Even though you broke up he still has to support his children.

[kaysha]

First thing in the morning, go file for child support.