I am drunk and speaking my mind.
There is nothing i like about him and i cant figure out if i am ashamed of him or if i am mad at myself for marrying a man like him.
he lies (he is a terrible liar but he still does it so it makes me think maybe he is not so terrible i am just terrible at figure them out)... he doesn't care about his bills or responsibilities (since we have been married (6mths) he has gotten 3 huge bills that need to be paid and he has no bothered to care about them at all) ... i hate his family .... he never remembers a single thing i ever tell him (made an eye doctor apt for him and my kids but I had to work I told him and reminded him but he completely forgot to take him and my kids to the eye doctors)
i miss my single life 100%
we have only been married 6 months. I hat the life we have together. I regret marrying him....