With my sons 2nd birthday coming up in less than a week, its got my mind thinking about these last 2.5 years.
I miss the family I created. I want me, DS, and his father all together. I wish he wasn't the person he turned into. So many lies, affairs, hurt and pain. :(
But also good moments.. I just want those back. :'(
edit: i decided to invite him to our sons birthday party and he said he would be there. I just don't know if I can believe him. I don't want to get my hopes up for nothing!!!!