Some times I wish that they could just stop. Stop moving, fightting, some times even stop exsisting. Befor anyone jumps to the conclusion that I want them to die or wish they were not born, that is not what I mean. I simply mean that I wish there was a day when they were there bit not with me. They both go to school, but some times its just not enof time for me to de-stress and become just me. The two of them are so time consuming that I am tired and ready for bed as soon as the fall asleep. I love my boys to no ends, but some timesI just need to be alone without them. I am not a singal parent, but am the only parent who spends 99.9% of there non school time tending to them and making shore that they are salf, clean, feed, and well taken care of. Some times I wish I had someone to take care of me just every now and then.