I have been with my df a little over a year. He knows absolutely everything. I tell him everything. In the beginning I decided I was not going to hold anything back in this relationship. I have had too many past relationships where I did not feel I could tell my bf what I wanted to say and I did not want to go through that again.
So df knows I have been with girls. My past with women isnt really complicating. I have never been with a man and a woman at the same time. I was either with one or the other. It wasnt always about sex either. I have had relationships with women.
Right now I find myself wanting to be with a woman, for sexual reasons only. I love df and I would never jeopardize what we have. Therefore I have not said anything. I know you are thinking about where I just told you I tell him everything. This is the only thing he does not know. He jokes around sometimes and tells me I am going to leave him for a woman. I would never leave him. I think he is a little self conscious about it.
I dont know what to do. I know more than likely I will do nothing. When I think about it, it's really selfish of me.
Please dont get on here bashing and damning me to hell for gayness. I already know what you think you know about it.
I am just looking for someone to talk to for the momment