I don't eat that much, I stick to serving size. I eat fairly healthy. I'm getting so fat. In five months I've gained 22lbs. Before that I gained 10 last year. I've been dieting and exercising and the weight is refusing to budge. I'm getting depressed and I hate myself. I've always been on the heavier side but it seems like the past four years I have been getting fatter. I hate taking pics. I hate going out in public. I want to cry.