Since it's late.. Im sure you Ladies need something to do so here. Im 19, engaged to a 36 year old. We have a 4 month old together. I also have a 4 year old from being a drug abusing promiscious teenager. DD4 lives with my parents. But I get her about 3 nights a week sometimes more. Will be getting her back once our finances are sorted out. I had to quit my job last year due to high risk pregnancy. DF LOST his job a few months ago wasnt accepted for unemployment. We have FS. Im not sure how were going to pay this months light/water bill. I breastfeed. Co sleep. And hold. Love. And kiss my baby constantly. Df also has 2 other kids. Who I dont particularly like to be around. I think theyre too clingy, spoiled and are not disciplined at all. So when theyre here.. Im usually not. Was molested @ age 12 which probably is why Im fucked up.. But other things factor into that as well. I have anxiety/nerve problems but am not on any meds... Now bash/comment away!