I am a young mom who needs advice on where to go from here.
My mother kicked me out at 16, because I quit being a Jehovah's Witness and started to have severe suicidal tendencies. (Cutting and saying that I do not want to live anymore) She stated that she could not handle that, and my older brother adopted me. My brother lost his home, my dad was arrested for drug abuse, and my mom changed phone numbers. I couched hopped, until 18.
Within a 2 year time span, I met my fiancee, moved in together, had a baby. He recently cheated on me and I had no where else to go, but my mother's. She agreed to help me, and to get me to and from work, watch baby, and help me to get my driver's license. (I still just have a permit, because I've always lived by my work.)
I've been a nervous, emotional wreck since baby. My mother, brother, and Grandma live in this house. I burst in to tears at the slightest thing. Like if something goes wrong at work. I called my mom today, and she accidentally answered, but was talking to the rest of the family. She said, "My daughter is a manipulating woman, who cries and gives silent treatments just so others will pity her. I am moving, because I'd rather live in a 1 bdr apartment than to listen to her and that crying baby another day."
I have been crying all evening. My grandmother came out and said "Your mother can't stand to be around you anymore. She's done speaking to you, helping you, and is not going to answer your calls so give up on trying to call her. See, you are crying just to get what you want and so we will feel bad for you. Maybe if you chose the right path, like your brother, we would give you the help that you need."(right path, as in Jehovah's Witness)
When I asked her to give me a ride to work, she said "There is no point in you working. You are going to live here, get child support from her useless father, food stamps, and forget about working at this low pay job. We are done helping you. You are a wreck."
I told them it was from relationship problems and pp depresiion and they said that I'm just making excuses.. I have work at 10am, my mom is ignoring me and gma said she is never speaking to me. And I have no ride, no babysitter, nothing. What do I do??? :(