I am both sad and angry, he was better than that, damn it! He was a good guy who went down the wrong path. I have friends and family who are still struggling, and I just hate the disease of addiction. I am so grateful never to have walked that path, and I don't pretend to know what it's like, but if you or anyone are struggling, I urge you to reach out a hand and help (or get help) them. We thought he was going to make a turnaround, but he took his life instead.
Rest in peace my friend, I hope you find the comfort you searched for. You are loved and missed