I have the WORST cramps of my life right now. I am literally in tears and have been on and off for the last two hours. I want to pull my hair out.
I have tried getting as much cleaning, laundry, etc done but the pain along with the heavy bleeding (changing my super plus every 5-10 mins), I just literally can't be on my feet for more than five minutes at a time. I don't even want to move. I want to lock myself in the bedroom, curl up in a ball under the covers and cry.
I know as soon as dh gets home he'll have something to bitch about because I "didn't get enough done today." We just got in a big fight last night so we're both already on edge. I just know he's going to have an attitude and end up yelling at me like he's my damn father, as usual. I'm never good enough and I just don't think I have it in me to deal with him being mean tonight.
F*** my life today. I just want to disappear......