this is kind of bad, (sleeping with my almost step brother)
My mom and his dad have been together since I was 12, he was 10.
his dad moved in with us be we never actually lived together, I moved out before he moved in and he took my room, so it wasn't like we ever bonded on a brother sister level, just a friend level
well now we are sleeping together, texting all the time, going out on dates, it's just....wow
We have family gatherings every holiday and on some weekends, and we just try to act normal but we are more touchy and close and I think soon if not already, people will be catching on.
OMG this is so bad of me
we literally at the last bbq sat on the rocking chair, or swing, and talked for a good hour, never did that before
I am not sure what I want, I kind of just want sex and think he does too
if our families found out all the blame would be on me, which I don't care too much about
but his dad is very laid but yet vocal and my mom is just a raging maniac so it'd be some shit.
don't know what to do