I always thought of myself as a very deep, very intellectual person with a lot of integrity.
But, at some point I started to put a lot of importance on looking good.
Now, my opinion of what looks good is sometimes different than a lot of people (I don't like the fake, tanned, ultra-sculpted, heavy make up look, for example).
I love my husband. We're happy. But, he's actually extremely unintelligent and his personality is so-so, and I was willing to give up stimulating conversation and an intellectual equal because of how much I loved his face and body.
I'm not sure if a lot of women do that, and it's normal, or if I'm just a big creepy jerk...
But I've noticed that more and more in my life I care about being around good-looking people, and I've become very particular with my own appearance.
I know a lot of women on here think that way too, but I always saw myself as less shallow than that.
It's scaring me a little to realize that maybe I'm just a big superficial hypocrite.