Tomorrow is not only my DS's 2nd birthday, but our 20-week ultrasound to find out what this little squid is.
My heart, instinct, and all OWTs have pointed to girl (I was a daughter so badly it literally hurts), but the NT scan tech guessed "boy" at 12w5d. She was an experienced midwife/US tech who works at a perinatal center so I am scared she was correct.
I cry now when I think it's a boy because I might not ever have my daughter. Hubby and I don't know about having three, with the costs associated with children (especially college, yuck).
How do I cope tomorrow if I hear that it's another boy? I don't want to lose it at the hospital, or be sad all day when I'm at home with my son on his big day. I feel awful!