If you would please answer the question.
Here's my story. I've been with my ex on and off for 3 years. I think this time we are actually done. I love him with all my heart and can't imagine being with anyone else. I think about him all the time and usually lay in bed and cry. We are both very toxic for each other. We have issues between us. I hooked up with someone else to maybe get over my ex. That didn't work. All I thought about was my ex during sex and that made me feel guilty. I started crying in the middle of it and told the guy to get off of me. What should I do to get over him?