I envy married people

Not financially but emotionally.
You'll get there.


we live in a 2 bedroom apt, have a 20 yr old hand me down truck and a used car. we are far from rich but we are happy.

im married not rich my husband gives me almost nothing, and he always fighting w/ me and calling me stupid @ss, always waking me and my 2 kids up at night with his loud noises, but we have to be as quiet as mice when hes sleeping. i do not have freedom to really do anything cuz he always thinks im cheating on him ,probably cuz hes cheated on me twice(i never cheated) seriously, when i went to school, if i didnt call him when i got out and i took an hour to get home,it would be a big fight. meanwhile, he has gone out at nite w/ his brothers without even letting me know he was leaving,and came back after 7 am the next morning all drugged up. im a christian, and i always catch him looking at porn,and other women all the time, i could go on and on....I @#$#% hate this too!!

i drive a decent 02 honda civic and have a 4 bdrm house but i am not rich and niether is my husband. he works 14-16 hrs a day to support our wants and needs. he makes 1200 every two weeks and we always still have problems with money, either we fix our car or buy kids meds or buy 200 dollars in food or 80 in gas per month we always have hardships. married or not you can be rich or poor
- 504bbymami
Sapphire Member on Mar. 20, 2013 at 7:15 PM