So I am thinking that the possibility of me being pregnant is strong but I dont plan on telling anyone anything until it is kind of obvious that I am. I have miscarried at 8 weeks and also 18.5 weeks which resulted in me needing a D & E since I was so far along and I just cannot go through all the baby talk only to possibly lose another. I just dont think I could go through that heartache all over again then for people to congratulate me, only to find out that I miscarried and re-live it all over again. Literally feels like your heart being stabbed repeatedly.
Wish me luck!