But everyday feels heavier on my shoulders. I want to cry my eyes out but I'm holding back. I don't want to fall into depression, & this heartache is killing me emotionally.
..My loving grandpa died from gastric cancer 3yrs ago :( and last year we got the news that my grandmother was diagnosed with gastric cancer also. I wish I knew why!! :( she's in hospice & was given 4-6months to live. I'm in a loss of words & emotions..
Since th first day I came into this world THEY raised me. My parents were never in the picture for many reasons(long story).. But I never needed them b/c thankfully I had my WONDERFUL LOVING CARING & AMAZING grandparents as parents. Here's a pic of them! I love them to death..