We have the following bills due:
Cell phones: 198
Car payment: 200
Rent (due on the 1st) 750
Insurance due on the first: 178
We have one pack of chicken, one pack of beef, some potatoes, a box of stuffing and a loaf of bread. Ds is wearing his last diaper and is almost out of wipes.
We have $120 to our names, nothing (literally nothing) to pawn, all the baby stuff is sold already. We have a box tv (pawn shops won't take it), no computer, no tools, nothing. Not even a DVD player.
I was supposed to get $2300 today from student loans, I kept checking the bank and it wasn't there so I called them. Well, I wasn't on the list from my college to get them, and the college is closed today. I checked my email and they said I haven't made sufficient progress.
I'm going to turn my car in to the dealership, I can't afford $100 a week anymore. I'm trying to find an apartment but we don't have the money to get into one right now.
Our cell phones may get shut off, which is my only means of communication and I have a toddler plus I'm pregnant.
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so lost. I am about to spend my $20 (dh has the $100 in his wallet at work) to get diapers, wipes and milk for ds.
I'm stuck, I'm sick to my stomach about all of this right now, I just want it all to end! (Not my life, just the stress, I am NOT suicidal)
Sorry, I needed to vent.