Recently he's lost about 25 lbs (wasn't fat to begin with). He said he just wanted to be healthier. He also said he thinks he's depressed. I don't know how to help with that. I took our children out of town for 9 days and anticipated a big welcome home...I got a 1/2 hug and he went back to the book he was reading. The next morning I made him stop and hug me and said 'since I didn't get one yesterday' to which he said I know. Kinda hurt my feelings since he knew and didn't fix it.
I was using his iPad yesterday and looked at the notes he had on there. My dh isn't a writer but he had the beginnings of a song written down. The lyrics were about going to a bar and slipping someone his room key...song lyrics are about life right?!? Is he writing out something that happened or that he wishes would happen? I normally would say it couldn't happen but I know that recently he's had his expense checks from work put onto a credit card (like what you get at Walmart). I don't have access to what goes on with that card.
I've got my self all worked up over this. I can't sleep and my stomach hurts. I just want to cry