She would make crack in the kitchen and tell us it was flee medicine for the dogs and that it was poisonous. She would lock her self in her bed room for days at a time leaving me to care for my brother, he called me mom well in to his teen years.
My mom was verbally abusive to me, I have learning disabilities, so she really like to call me stupid, retard, dumbass. Those were always followed by cunt or bitch. She never spanked me but I got plenty of back hands to the face, she also threw things at me, usually whatever was closest to her.
When I got to be a teenager, I was pretty hard to deal with. I hated everybody. I was never in a normal classroom, either iss or OSS. I would fight anybody that looked at me wrong, I drank and did drugs at school. When I was 15 I was expelled for physically assaulting a teacher...
I got addicted to meth and I started fighting back, my mom and I would have knock down drag outs on a weekly bases. But in between those fights, we were best friends, she would buy me awesome gifts, she would get high with me, take me to the movies. Ext,
When I was 17 I moved in with my boyfriend, I got pregnant shortly after. He and I are now married with baby #2 on the way, we own our house, use no form of pa and I am an awesome mommy.
My mom is now sober and we get along better. She's a wonderful grandma, my dd loves her.
She's still a bitch though, but I do love her.
I'm not sure what my point is, just felt like typing.