However, recently I've felt extreme guilt for even feeling this way and for being medicated for it. Two months ago, one of my very best friends lost her baby at 22 weeks. It was horrible and to me a legitimate reason to fall into depression.
And then it got considerably worse last week. A family friend and neighbor was in a car accident with both her daughters (an infant and almost 2 year old). The 1 year old did not make it..
So these terrible tragic events are happening all around me and they are unimaginable. I don't want to feel depressed when I have so much to be thankful for.