I have an anxiety disorder. I have panic attacks. I worry about everything and anything. I only sleep 2-3 hours a night, if I'm luck, because of it. Yes, I'm in therapy and take medication, but its a slow process to work out.
I try not to get on DH's nerves with it all. I suffer in silence often. Today the anxiety has been unbarable. I can't hardly think. I texted DH who was out doing errands. He didnt' reply after 10 minutes. I started freaking that something had happened to him. Then I texted again, and again. He texted back that he was getting gas and went into the gas station to get a drink. I called him. I have no idea why, I guess just to hear his voice.
He flipped out, yelled at me, said he has a lot to do today and asked what my problem is today. Of course I then feel like a fool and get upset.
He has never lost his temper with me, he has always been compasionate about my problems and worked with me. I'm so afraid he is going to get tired of dealing with all of this. I wish I could get fixed quicker.