I've posted before about the misery that surrounds my ex. Long story short he fucked everything with a vagina while I was pregnant, so I left him and he's been a crazed psycho since. Last night we had another "episode" that ended with me having to call the police on him then bc he was threatening me, but he never showed up. Tried to make a report of the threats. He'd called 78 times in 3 hours plus texts. It was all right there and the police refused to even make a report. Same thing happened last time. I tried to get a RO after the first time and was denied. I'm working on it again, but the police aren't helping....which I understand until he physically comes at me there isn't anything they can do, but Idk why they won't write w report for me. The cop just made me feel so stupid. Then his advice to me was to lock my door. Um, duh.
Well anyway in the midst of my ex's tantrum he said he was going to disappear and when I didn't react to that said he was going to kill himself. Honestly, I don't care what he does anymore. I wish he would leave.
For so long I've tried to keep things together for my DD, but this I'd fucking nuts. It's not even healthy for her to be around him anymore bc he's always in such a rage. I feel like a fucking prisoner.