I don't think I am ready for this, but here goes...update.
I thought about going anon....but oh well. I am fat. Grossly fat fat fat. I weigh about 200, and I just want to go puke. DH always tells me he doesn't care and that I am beautiful, but I don't FEEL it. I feel so gross and disgusting and I feel like I will weigh as much as my dad one day (859lbs). I watch what I eat, but I rarely exercise (unless you count cleaning). I can't run and I can't be the mom I want to be for my kids becsuse my weight limits me. It's sad, disgusting, gross and graphic. I literally feel like puking over myself. I used to be so skinny and pretty. Anyway, what are some workouts I can do to help rid of this fat? I am starting the squat challenge tomorrow and would like to start other workouts too. TIA.
Alright ladies so far I got the myfitness pal app and another up and running. I have put every morsal of food I have eaten so far in the app. I planned to do some squats early this morning, but dh and I are very sick with a stomach bug. I woke up at 2 am to hear him puking his guts up for an hour. I am going to *try* to get some dancing going on here in a few minutes. The kiddos.know about our "1hr dance party" coming up in a few minutes. I think I will save the squats for later tonight in hopes that I feel a little less sick. Oh and I found this neat little thing on fbook that says the BEST times if the day to drink water. It is supposed to help lose weight and kickstart metabolism. I am so excited to start seeing real results! Yay for getting healthy!