I've always been drawn to the "underdog". Nerds, geeks, rejects. Guys who don't get a lot of attention. They are fascinating and beautiful to me. I love being their "first girlfriend" or the first person they ever kissed or loved. If I'm not the first, I'm their first serious cause I actually take them seriously and I attempt to love them.
My boyfriend plays dumb but he's actually really smart. His act is flawless and other people really consider him 'slow'. Yet, when he's with me, he doesn't act like that at all. He has tried to play the dumb card a few times with me, to see if I would believe him. I laugh at him and tell him I'm not that gullible and he always smiles and starts kissing me.
Actually, I think he's very smart. Way smarter than most people. He has ADHD and I've always felt ADHD people are some of the most intelligent people in the world and that it isn't a disorder at all, but an evolution.
Even his family thinks he's less desirable. It's sad cause I see a very intelligent, lovable, very attractive man. We went to a party and one of his friends was surprised by how pretty his girlfriend was. And yes, I'm his first girlfriend but they were honestly expecting him to bring home something hideous because he couldn't get better. It's sad. He's so wonderful and no one but me seems to see it. . .