I just cannot take my life anymore. I just need to vent.
We had a vacation planned to leave early in the week. I've been planning it all out to a T. It would be our first vacation in a long time. We both need it so bad.
This morning we get into a big fight and my husband verbally is attacking me and in front of our young son and I'm really pregnant.
So he cancels our vacation.
I just decided I cannot do this anymore. It would probably be best if I am no longer alive.
I just want to drop my son off at my moms house and do it. I cannot take it. I feel so hopeless and l hate my marriage and I have no way out and no way to live or a life to hold onto.