Maybe I am setting myself up for disappointment? (Vent)
I understand that friends can be busy and that we aren't able to talk everyday but it seems as if every friendship I have had ends up in dissapointment.
Maybe my expectations for friendship are too high for others, I just don't know.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and I am there for people whenever they need it and do whatever I can in my power to help them but it always seems to backfire on me.
Everyone keeps drifting away or just stops calling or texting. The one friend that I do have, we are supposed to be besties, has had a rough year with her divorce and dating an asshole. I have been her ear, her shoulder and whatever she needs me to be.
She finally found someone who makes her happy and I am so happy for her but now I never see her, hear from her or anything unless I initiate it. And when I do get a response they are very short answers.
I have tried to start mom groups and get involved in different things but it never works out. Maybe it is me?
I am starting to think that friendships are just not worth it anymore.