This is the first time in 8 years we're sleeping in separate rooms cuz we're mad... I poked him in the side when I said the whole stupid thing was his fault and now he says he can't trust me nit to attack him on his sleep. I think part of is a trigger from his childhood because he's really overreacting to a poke. No it wasn't gentle but it wasn't hard either.
and yeah before you start I know I wad in the wrong for touching him at all. I'm so ashamed of myself.
how am I supposed to sleep?