dead then I did before he was alive. I cheated on him right before he died, had someone else's baby, been with 3 other guys since then, might be pregnant again and he has only been gone for a year. This is going to be my 3rd baby if i am. I miss him dearly and wish I would have never did the things I did. If we would have never got into that arguement that night he would have never got in the car and took off and in a accident on his way home.