I can't eat or sleep. The thoughts just keep running through my head continuously. Why me? I wanna scream, punch, and knock his head off, but that's not getting me anywhere. And of course it seems like he doesn't care :( well I know he doesn't.
I just need to be strong. I need to cut all contact off with him. Like I've told him, he will need me, think of me, and knew he fucked up .. But I won't be there for him.