My daughter is 18 months old and had medical issues and developmental delays. She may be autistic but to young to tell. I know I work hard I do all I can I know I can be better and I strive every day be the best mother i can. If I face a child who is " normal" I feel like its proof I failed as a mother and that this is all my fault.. And I wish it was because then maybe they could fix her. Not that she needs fixing but my baby had gone through so much already and I just want to take all her pain all her obstacles and live them for her.. I know if I don't find her a play date I would be wrong and it would be very selfish. But I don't really see all the delays and the weight issue until she is right next to a kid around her age.. I know I have to suck it up and do it and I will I have already looked into play groups and even have a friend with a baby my daughters age. I just don't want to face it, if I do it will be like admitting defeat. I fought off 3 surgeries with hard work and patience.
Momas I could use some support and story sharing right now.. That's my confession..