my bf has gotten VERY controling and demeaning towards me in the last few weeks. even attempted to rape me to prove a point. I NEED to leave him but something is keeping me with him. idk if its hope that he will stop or change or the fact that I.love him (even when he is.constantly telling me I don't and that I juat use him) he mocks my religion and how.I.raise my son. he is begining to try to isolate me by keeping me from going to church, from going to my moms, he even.threw a fit because I said I was going to go to my god daughter's birthday party that is on my birthday. because HE wants to spend the day with me. I told him he could go to the party with me and we woild.still have all day but he refuses. he got mad that I didn't introduce him to my friends when I saw them somewhere yet whenever I try to get him to meet them he wants.mo part of it. we got into a fight and I told my mom and and a friend of mine about it and he got pissed yet he talked to his friends about it??
there is so much more but this is all I am going to poat right now... I dont live with him, this should be easy. leaving should be easy yet I cant. I can replace everytjing that is at his house so easily (just make up and clothing) what do I do!
I left him!! while he was sleeping I got what few things were at his apartment, put them in my car and left him a note saying I was done!! I feel.so much better