My husband is alcoholic with many emotional issues. He's off work due to a nervous breakdown and doesn't plan to back. I've posted this before I know. His medication keeps him drugged up and he goes off on me any time I confront him about anything. He hits himself in the face threatens suicide if I leave him and constantly puts me on guilt trips for his issues. He's had trouble holding jobs in the past but when I bring that up he says I've been working for two years and I've had a nervous breakdown have some compassion. When I ask what we will do for money when his disability runs out he replies ask his family for money. He tells me I'm a horrible person when we argue also says he wants a divorce. I feel happier while at work because I don't have to deal with the chaos that is my life. I feel so guilty for wanting to leave but I've been here for almost 10 years. He's seeing a psychiatrist but I'm so tired of this. Which is more damaging to the kids leaving or staying????