I FEEL CRAZY :(
I'm 40 weeks pregnant today (with my first). I feel SO sad.... Lethargic, lazy, just down and out. I've been EXTREMELY needy with df... wanting him to cuddle with me constantly. Always wanting him around. He works full time and I'm sad being home without him. Today he called me and told me he would be working late (Getting off at 8pm instead of 3:30pm) I got SO pissed off. I told him that I'm "sick of this, sick of being alone all the time!" I said I might as well go stay with my parents since I'm always alone. (He works all of 40 hrs a week... I'm not alone that much, but it feels like it... I'm so pathetic and needy right now I DONT KNOW WHY! THIS IS NOT NORMAL BEHAVIOR OF ME.
He said "LOL alright then. All I wanted was for you to be supportive knowing I'm only working these hours for us. Your lack of support brings my mood way down. Btw- I'm not washing the dishes when I get home since you're acting like this. Fuck that"
I didn't reply. I'm just here upset. ALSO... My father just got out of the hospital last night after heart troubles. He called me wanting to talk but I havent called back bc I feel SO anti social. I haven't been wanting to talk to ANYONE. My mom and sister called and I haven't called them back either.
WTF IS GOING ON WITH ME????
** I don't ALWAYS feel this way btw.
I CANT GO ON LIKE THIS. Please try to refrain from talking sh*t. I already feel bad enough.