So that's how I've always been but that's not what I want. I feel like I'm naturally submissive but the nurturing side has made me very non-submissive. Confusing, right? Lol
Sometimes I feel like I NEED to be spanked. I need to be held down. I need someone to order me around and be stern. Neither of my parents were stern. My mom was snappy sometimes but very lax and my dad was just easy going all the time because i rarely saw him.
Does anyone else feel this way? Or felt this way at one time?