OMG I want to beat my dh to a bloody f***ing pulp! I F***ING TOLD HIM ON FRIDAY! NOW WHAT THE F*** ARE WE GOING TO DO?!!!
On Friday the school called. They told me my kids were almost negative on their lunch accounts. Okay, no problem, we are a bit low on funds until a loan comes through, I am preg, and we have been paying a lot towards my medical copays and the max for the year. So I called my dh and said put money in the accounts, because the kids fucking need it.
Ok he says. So we spent what we had left on groceries, milk, and eggs, and such. But I did NOT buy any lunch stuff because he put the money in their lunch accounts so we dont have to worry about bread and lunch meat and juice boxes and snack type for lunch. RIGHT?
So today the school just called and informed me the kids are well into the NEGATIVE. I have NOTHING for tomorrow to send them to lunch with. I DONT EVEN HAVE BREAD TO MAKE A SANDWICH OR JUICE POUCHES OR EVEN WATER BOTTLES AND WE ARE DOWN TO NOTHING IN THE ACCOUNT AND THE SCHOOL WONT FUND THEIR LUNCHES SO ITS EITHER THEY GO HUNGRY OR I KEEP THEM OUT OF SCHOOL UNTIL WE GET THE LOAN WHICH IS RIDICULOUS, AND I WANT TO BEAT THE LIFE OUT OF MY HUSBAND. WHAT THE AM I GONNA DO?!!!!!! JUST TO GET GROCERIES WE ALREADY TOOK OUT A PAYDAY LOAN YOU CANNOT GET 2 PAYDAY LOANS FOR THE SAME PAYDAY AND I AM ABOUT TO SCREAM AND CRY I JUST WANT TO BEAT THE OUT OF HIM!
I want to thank everyone who offered help. We are going to send the kids with yogurt, bologna and cheese sliced into pieces, ritz crackers, apples, and I was able to find $2 cash so the kids can get some milk. Im sorry I cursed a lot, usually I dont I was very concerned about the kids going hungry.
Also, for those being unkind and downright rude, thanks a lot. We never had to take out a payday loan, but we were forced to pay $800 without advanced warning or I would lose my dr. And I was scared because I am 17 weeks, preg with twins, and very high risk and if he dropped me odds are no one would want to take me on. Also we do not qualify for food stamps or anything else, we make too much.
Anyway thanks to those who were kind. I appreciated it.