Idk since Mother's Day has been getting closer I get upset about it my son is four months old and the best gift I could ever ask for but there's just so much stress that I don't feel like a mom. I don't feel like anything like I've been forgotten like no one remembers me and I know I sound bitchy needy and crabby but I wish it could be an amazing day like my bf sets up a picnic somewhere and we go out with our son and take family pictures outside. I'd like that. But I know it will end up a day of laundry and house cleaning my mother bitching that her gift isn't good enough and my grandmother lecturing me over how ill dress my son (it's the same every time I see her). Just like I wish someone would remember me for something more then negativity.