So, I was married to my childhood best friend, he had a newborn baby when we got married... I raised him, he is 5 now. Also, I have had multiple miscarriages, and twins who were stillborn.
My best friend and I got divorced, it was final a few months ago, we now live in seperate states, this is going to be my first mothers day without my son, and this is going to sound stupid, but I feel sad that noone is going to remember me tomorrow :( I dont want gifts or anything, I just want to spend time with my son, and that isnt going to happen.
I dont know, I just need to vent.... Sorry, I know this sounds childish.