I applied for food stamps but didn't have dh's paystubs because we don't feet mail delivered to our house and hadn't gotten a p.o box so i was denied. I called the food pantry in our small town but they didn't have any food.
Last night Dh went through the gas station garbage and found pizza and fries that they threw out at the end of the night. Today the kids were complaining they were hungry and all i had was spaghetti noodles which they have been eating for three days now. I wrote a bad check at the gas station to buy bread milk and hot dogs. I do plan on paying it. My kids are so happy but i feel so guilty.