I hate my job so much that it's affecting me physically
When I'm not at work, I'm fine. I feel great. But lately, as soon as I sit down at my desk at work, I have bad headaches and body aches. I also am so sleepy all day long. It takes all the self control I have to keep my eyes open. I take meds all day and they don't touch it. I even have chills. When I'm on lunch, I'm fine again. Then I get back to my desk and I feel like crap all over again. I already dislike the general public, but with the way I feel, every time someone walks up and every time the phone rings, I dislike them even more.
Unfortunately quitting is not an option right now. But I had no idea a job could do this to me. I've never experienced anything like this.