Im almost 2 mos pregnant
I am considering an abortion
The dad is not wanting to have a baby either but said he doesn't want to be left out if I do decide to keep it
In a way wish he would just be like, "I won't be there either way" just so I can feel more pressure to have an abortion but I don't have the pressure. Its all up to me.
We had to get a condom from his dad because we forgot ours and the condom was too small and it busted. No I was not on any other birth control.
Im just like....UGGHH WTF
this is almost surreal and I don't know how to begin to organize my thoughts.
Should I just call him and tell him I don't think I can do it? idk idk....I really don't want to have the baby. I really really really don't.
I really want to go smoke a bowl, get high and light up a cigar, kill all this stress but then I'll feel too guilty if I decide to keep it.