Or at least I'm starting too My sons father and I were together for 5 years. The first 2 were great we went out (movies and dinner) a lot, had sex every night we were together yada yada yada. Well I got pregnant and shit was fine for the first 3 months then everything stopped sex, dates, you name it. I had our son and we didn't have sex until a year after he was born. Things got bad he had became more withdrawn and kept his head in his laptop. Sex was very far and few between ( the last 3 years we had sex 7 times). Well I got tired of tired of being ignored and let down, tired of him under my feet, just plain tired of the whole damn situation. So I broke up with him and not long after we broke up I had what was supposed to be a one night stand. Well I guess we both enjoyed the sex too much and it became a regular thing. Little did I know (either the first or second time) we had sex the condom broke and well I'm 30 weeks right now.
But any way today I held my sons 3rd bday party and I invited my sons father ( he doesn't spend much time with him due to his work schedule). Well from 2:30 to 7pm I asked 5 things of this man in which he did 2. He left the whole the whole party up to my mother and I. My mother and I had been up since 7am shopping, cooking, setting up, and taking care of my son and disabled aunt. I really wish he had helped more and not left everything up too my mother, myself and the guest ( 2 of the 3 things he didn't do my moms friend did). God what happened too the funny, fun loving and caring man that I fell in and out of love with??
Sorry I just had too rant and rave I couldn't hold in the pissed off me any longer.