If he didnt love me why would he make love to me...
Well last weekend he came by our house to spend time with the kids since he has no "home" of his own.
He told me that he does love me but he's done with our relationship that we are both "toxic" to each other that I'm a beautiful woman and I can get any man I want...but he's all I want. He's all I need.
Why would he want to see me with someone else when he says he still loves and cares for me yet we have both broken each other beyond repair...I don't get it.
I am pregnant and so I have been sexually frustrated and so I asked him if he could have his way with me seeing I obviously couldn't and wouldn't go out looking for sex.
He said he was trying to get away from me and not get closer that he didn't want to hurt anyone including himself and myself...but he agreed.
He came into our bed and made love to me, he kissed me like used to, looked me in the eyes as if he loved me and after he did get up and get dressed...but before he walked out the room he kissed my inner thigh and kissed my lips.
I can't help but feel hopeful...he didn't make me feel like just some piece of ass. I felt his love and confusion...I seen it in his face and afterwards after weeks of not talking and communicating we had conversations as if he never left. As if things were the same.
Problem is he packed up the rest of his cloths to go back to his "home", he hugged me and kissed my neck and said goodbye.
This was yesterday and I haven't spoke to him nor have I called or text vice versa. He did call to wish the kids a good day as school and that was it.
Am I reading to much into this?