He thinks its so fun to take me out of my comfort zone, my SO that is
I didn't give him head for 3 years, finally I gave in...I sense a prideful attitude from him about this. I think he feels like he is teaching me
The other night he convinced me to put the condom on for him ... I look up at him to ask if this is how it goes and if I am doing it right, what do you know??? Big ass smiling face trying to be all encouraging like Im scared or something idk and he only wanted me to do this because I never have before
I never gave a hand job before, so he is hell bent on teaching me the correct way. I don't care to do all of this shit, it's pointless to me. I don't need to put on your condom for you, you are a man do it yourself, I don't need to give a hand job, It's messy and I don't like it, and giving head is getting fun but not something I feel necessary to do everytime
I am thinking
I am going to have a little talk with fool mentioned above. Because the reason I say this all give me a problem is because I have no guidance, he is constantly looking at me smiling watching me try, may even giggle with joy, Im just entertaining him.
So I am going to have him rate me one a scale 1-10, 1 bad 10great
I already know his number, he gets a 7
Point off for not being as freak as he expects me to b e
Point off for lack of sex drive
Point off for not letting me cum first every time
Since he thinks he is so great, lol, having a big dick isnt everything
I guess I just don't care as much as I SHOULD. I can have sex with him the way I feel good about having sex. I can do any position and I do try every position. But some stuff is just not a good time for me. If I am not enjoying it, I don't know why I should be doing it.
If head is everything and getting a hand job is everything, lol by all means, pack up and go. I don't think that's happening though, he waited 3 years to get his dick sucked, I don't mind doing this every once in a while. Trying all the other stuff I know he wants, that puts me on the spot, I don't feel like doing it so I won't
No hand jobs, Im not giving head every time, Im not giving head on my period to get HIM off, Im nottaking it up the ass, or any other crap