I pulled a cougar mama move and now I feel ashamed. Advice?
Long story but my marriage is in the toilet and I was out with girlfriends for cocktails. The bartender was super flirty and here I am in my prime and my husband won't so much as look at me. I'm in my 40's he looks , good lord like my daughters age ( yes I was a young mom if your doing the math) and I can assume he is at least 21. I slipped him my number, and by the time we got home he texted me. I went to the bathroom to check on the messages and we started sexting. He sent me a picture of his package OMG ladies I've been with the same man since high school and he is average but this pic omg looks like two hands would have to hold on for that ride. I woke up today feeling guilty but I can't stop fantasizing about that picture. What do I do now?