I want to cry, scream, kick & punch at myself for feeling this shitty, and yet, I'm totally helpless.... It hurts to breathe, hurts to move, my clothes on my skin hurts, my entire body, head to toe- back, neck, arms, legs, fingers, toe, even my head and face....
I hate feeling this way, especially only at the young age of 22 years!!! I feel like a failure as a mom & wife. I should be happy, healthy, able to run a mile, be active.....but all reality, I'd rather lay in bed with my dog and just sleep or watch tv.
I am on SSI, a whopping $732 a month.
I feel bad I can't help my husband and go to work to make more money, but how would I when I can barely move to go take a pee??
My kid walks all over me cause I can't get up to correct him, he yells at me, back talks me, spits at me, hits me and has kicked me. He's 2-1/2 years old, and refuses to listen to anything I say...
On top of that, my husband is getting edgy with me. He's tired of me always being sick.
Anyone at all, experience anything similar?
Any suggestions to get better?
Anyone please help...
I'm desperate! :(