I should be enjoying one of the happiest moments in a woman's life, pregnancy but instead I'm deeply depressed. I feel really selfish because my life is actually stress free. I'm a newly wed, just closed on my first home 4 days ago complete financial stability. The problem is I wasn't expecting to get pregnant so fast. This is my first pregnancy and I am not at all enjoying the first trimester. We had actually planned a fun summer which consist of water rafting and mountain climbing with a group of our close friends. I'm drifting into a dark place I don't want to be. Please give some advice.